I am having an attack of the guilts too as I am about to leave her for a few days - need to see my Dad who isn't brilliant health wise and my OH is in desperate need of a break and hasn't had one for 12 months. She will be at home with my two grown up Sons and they have taken Holiday themselves to be with her all day. Doesn't help how I am feeling inside though, I am being pulled in all directions and I think I need a good cry.









