i know how you feel Hazel, when i visit Pete in hospital i don't know from one visit to the next if he'll be lucid enough to talk to me,
it's like the man i've been with for 11 years isn't always home when i call, if you see what i mean.

it was great last night to catch him on a good day & every good day counts for us right now

i dread the times he's not lucid enough to even know that i visited the night before, and i'm grateful to turn out my light on nights like that.

hugs,
chell
x