I am sorry ro hear your still in tears sunny , your not a coward at all and I know you are still worried, I'm a terrible worrier too. Try and read all those positive comments from people who have been where you are. I know it won't help but when I .was 18 I found a huge lump and in those days did'nt understand how serious it could be but my future MIL did and sent me to the doctors, I was referred swiftly to the hospital and within 2 weeks was operated on. It was a benign tumour so ok. I am now 64 and when I go for my mammagram it still hurts but they say scar tissue. Those machines show the most minute thing so 9 times out of 10 could be absolutly nothing but for our sakes they have be sure. We are all here for you so many hugs for you and hope you can rest a bit today

love Wendyb x