Sorry you are down. When I found my lump it was a Friday and of course I had to wait untilo Monday to see Dr. I didn't want OH or DD to know so it was really hard. Recalls must be really difficult to cope with, I am still a nervous wreck when it's time for my next appointment with the surgeon or mammo date. We are all thinking of you, especially those of us who have been in that dark place. Sending good vibes and hugs.
Mandy