let me explain i want to change my doctors i can never get an appointment yesterday i had to rush Tracey to hospital as yet once again i rang no appointments you cant book in advance as i was told the doctors block that its ring on the day and then you cant get through so yesterday when i lost it with them big time i was told to ring back after one when they would be shut and get the doctors answering service which i did do she as been in pain with her leg for months but i can never get an appointment but the doctor who rang back booked her in at the GP clinic at the hospital he was worried about a clot its a tear in the mussel they think they gave her pain killers told me to see my own GP as soon as . so i rang today no appointment even though its ring on the day and i phoned at 8.50 today now i lost it big time back in April as you may remember me posting Tracey is on a waiting list for the maurdsley hospital for her OCD she is ment to be on medicain from the maurdlesy hospital which my GP wont give until he see her cant get an appointment so cant get her meds in the mean time Tracey as got worse she as become voilent towards me this is not her fault its her OCD she as started doing dangerous rituals ie hanging out of windows i cant let her do this so when i try to stop her she become violent i have been punched in the face kicked pushed down some stairs etc so today when they said no appointment i hit the roof i threatened them with the press they know i will go to the papers i have done it before so from no appointments i got a double one for this afternoon but i am at my wits end what i need to know is how can i find another GP who can give out appointments how do i know if there a good GP anywhere is there any way of finding this out
well went for my appointment he dont think that tracey as a tear in her mussel like the doctor i saw yesterday think he thinks its mussel croamps and the letter they told me they didnt have from the maurdsley he had found when i got there when i explained about her OCD and her dangerour rituals and how i try to stop her hanging out of a upstairs window and how she turns violent to me and i said she needs the meds that the maurdsley reckomend she said well i cant give her them its not my job thats up to the consultant of the learning disability team after a few choice word from me she said well ok i will give them to her but he said that there is not a lot of tablets out there for OCD but he said that paroxetine was the best but he said she will get worse taking them before she gets better so looks like a fun Christmas lol did get hold of the learning disability team to get some help and i have an appointment for the 13th of next month


